Rough waters

I shit you not, this is my second time writing this blog post. I wrote my heart out and IT DIDN'T SAVE. I debated to write it again, yet here I am. The past couple weeks have been rough. I've neglected writing here. I've been feeling really alone. Drinking crossed my mind last night. But, …

I’m selfish

I decided to choose me. Finally, I'm being selfish for good reason. This blog and my page on Facebook have changed my life and perspective on things. Knowing that I've helped one person is enough for me. I'm honored that so many people my age have reached out to me and confided in me things …

Monotony

I'm someone who needs routine; I thrive from it. I feel lost or purposeless without some sort of consistency. I can blame that mostly on my veteran status and partly on becoming a mom. Ever since becoming sober, I've tried to keep myself busier. I often find myself bored though. Sometimes, nothing seems entertaining enough …